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When All You Remember Are the Bad Things in a Relationship

Why Painful Memories Can Become Stronger Than the Good Ones

Have you ever looked back at a relationship and wondered why you can only remember the bad things? Maybe you were married for many years. Maybe you dated someone for a long time. Maybe the relationship ended recently, or maybe it ended years ago. You know there had to be some good times.

There were probably times when you laughed together. You may have taken trips, celebrated birthdays, watched movies, eaten dinner together, or stayed up late talking. There may have been hugs, kisses, jokes, holidays, and ordinary days when everything seemed okay. But now, when you think about the relationship, those memories seem far away. Instead, you remember the fights.

  • You remember the hurtful words.
  • You remember feeling ignored.
  • You remember the lies.
  • You remember being disappointed.
  • You remember the times you cried.
  • You remember feeling alone, even when the other person was sitting beside you.

And you may wonder: Why can I remember everything that hurt me, but hardly remember anything good? There are several possible reasons. It does not always mean that every part of the relationship was bad. It may mean that the painful parts had a stronger effect on you. Understanding why this happens can help you understand your feelings, your memories, and yourself.

Your Memory Is Not a Video Camera

We sometimes think our memory works like a video camera. We believe our brain records everything that happens and stores it exactly the way it happened. But memory does not work that way. Our brains choose what information to notice, store, and remember. Feelings can affect this process. Stress, sadness, fear, anger, and other strong emotions can also change what we remember.

Research has shown that emotional problems can affect the way people remember events from their own lives (Williams et al., 2007). This is important when thinking about an old relationship. Imagine that you were with someone for ten years. During those ten years, you probably shared thousands of normal moments.

  • You ate meals together.
  • You watched television.
  • You drove places.
  • You went shopping.
  • You talked about work.
  • You went to bed.
  • You woke up the next morning.

Most of these normal moments may not become strong memories. But imagine that during those ten years, your partner said something very cruel during an argument. That conversation may have lasted only five minutes. Yet you might remember those five minutes for the next twenty years.

Why?

Because those five minutes hurt. The brain may give more attention to something that feels important, dangerous, painful, or emotional. So a painful memory can become stronger than hundreds of normal memories.

Our Brains Pay Attention to Danger

The human brain is designed to notice danger. This helped human beings survive for thousands of years. Imagine a person walking through the woods long ago. They see beautiful flowers beside the trail. Later, they see a dangerous animal near the same trail. Which memory is more important for survival? The dangerous animal. Remembering the flowers would be nice. Remembering the danger could save their life. We are no longer living the same way our early ancestors did, but our brains still pay attention to things that feel dangerous.

In relationships, danger is not always physical. Sometimes it is emotional.

  • Being rejected can hurt.
  • Being cheated on can hurt.
  • Being lied to can hurt.
  • Being screamed at can hurt.
  • Being made fun of can hurt.
  • Feeling unwanted can hurt.
  • Being ignored by someone you love can hurt.

If these things happen often, your brain may begin paying close attention to them. Your mind may be trying to protect you. It may be saying: “Remember this so it does not happen again.”

Bad Memories Can Feel Bigger Than Good Memories

Suppose you and your partner had a wonderful vacation. You laughed. You ate good food. You walked on the beach. You took pictures. You had fun. Years later, you may remember that it was a nice vacation, but many of the small details may disappear. Now imagine that on the last night of the vacation, you had a terrible argument. Your partner said something that broke your heart. Years later, you may have trouble remembering what you ate or where you went during the vacation. But you remember exactly where you were standing when those painful words were spoken.

You may even remember the person’s face. You may remember the room. You may remember what you were wearing. You may remember how your stomach felt. That does not mean the entire vacation was terrible. It means the painful moment had a strong emotional effect on you. Research shows that emotions can affect what we pay attention to and what we later remember (Williams et al., 2007).

Your Feelings Today Can Affect What You Remember

How you feel today can sometimes affect what you remember about yesterday. For example, when you are angry with someone, it may be easier to remember other times that person made you angry. One memory can lead to another. You remember one lie. Then another. Then another. You remember one argument. Then you remember another argument from three years earlier. Soon your mind has created a long list of everything that person ever did wrong.

The positive memories may still exist. They may simply be harder to reach at that moment. Depression can also affect the way people remember their lives. Researchers have found a connection between depression and problems remembering clear, specific personal experiences (Sumner et al., 2010; Williams et al., 2007).

This does not mean painful memories are fake. It means our current emotions can affect which memories are easiest to find.

Thinking About the Same Hurt Over and Over Makes It Stronger

Sometimes we do something called rumination. Rumination means thinking about the same upsetting situation again and again. You might think:

  • “Why did she do that?”
  • “Why did he say that?”
  • “Why didn’t I leave?”
  • “Why didn’t I notice what was happening?”
  • “Was I not good enough?”
  • “Did this person ever really love me?”
  • “What should I have said?”
  • “What would have happened if I had done something differently?”

Thinking about these questions once may help us understand what happened. Thinking about them hundreds of times may keep us stuck. Research has connected rumination with certain problems in autobiographical memory, which means memory about our own lives (Sumner, 2012).

Think about it this way. A happy event may have happened once. But you may have replayed a painful event in your mind 500 times. Each time you replay it, you give it more attention. That can make the memory easier to find.

Some Memories Stay Because There Was Never Closure

Painful memories can also remain strong when something never felt finished.

Imagine that your partner hurt you.

You told them how you felt.

  • They listened.
  • They apologized.
  • They took responsibility.
  • They changed their behavior.

Over time, you began trusting them again. Now imagine something different. You may still remember what happened, but the memory now has an ending. Your partner hurt you. You tried talking about it. They denied it. They blamed you. They refused to talk about it. Nothing changed. Then the relationship ended. You may still be asking:

  • “Why did this happen?”
  • “Why didn’t they care?”
  • “Did they understand how much they hurt me?”
  • “Why wasn’t I enough?”
  • “Was the relationship ever real?”

Your brain may keep returning to the memory because you never received an answer. But there is an important lesson here:

Sometimes closure does not come from the other person.

Sometimes you have to create your own closure.

You may never understand why someone treated you a certain way. Healing may begin when you realize you do not need every answer before you can move forward.

A Bad Ending Can Change How You Remember the Beginning

The way a relationship ends can change the way you remember the whole relationship. This can happen after cheating or another serious betrayal. Imagine discovering that your partner had been lying to you. Suddenly, you begin thinking about old memories differently. You look at an old vacation picture and wonder:

  • “Was this person lying to me then?”
  • You remember a business trip and wonder:
  • “Was that really a business trip?”
  • You remember hearing, “I love you,” and wonder:
  • “Did they really mean it?”

The memory itself has not changed. What changed is what you now know. New information can change the meaning of old memories. That can make even happy memories painful.

Sometimes Anger Is Easier Than Sadness

This can be difficult to admit. Sometimes being angry at someone feels easier than missing them. Anger can make us feel strong. Grief can make us feel weak and exposed. It may feel easier to say: “She was terrible to me.” than: “I loved her, and losing her broke my heart.”

It may feel easier to say: “He never cared about me.” than: “There were wonderful parts of our relationship, and I miss those parts.”

Both feelings can exist. You can love someone and be angry with them. You can miss someone and know you should not be together. You can forgive someone and still choose not to have them in your life. You can remember beautiful moments while also remembering terrible ones. You can admit: “I loved this person.” And also say: “This relationship was not healthy for me.” Both statements can be true.

Remembering Mostly Bad Things Does Not Automatically Mean You Have Trauma

People sometimes use the word trauma for every painful experience. Trauma is more complicated than that. A painful relationship can have a deep emotional effect without automatically causing post-traumatic stress disorder, or PTSD. Research has found that traumatic experiences, depression, avoidance, rumination, and memory can be connected in complicated ways (Moore & Zoellner, 2007; Sumner, 2012).

Simply remembering bad things about an old relationship does not mean you have PTSD. However, professional help may be useful if memories are causing serious problems in your daily life. For example, you may want to talk with a qualified mental health professional if memories cause strong fear, nightmares, panic, major sleep problems, constant avoidance, or serious problems in current relationships.

Depression Can Make Good Memories Harder to Find

Depression can affect more than how we feel today. It can affect how we look at yesterday. Research has found that people experiencing depression may have difficulty remembering clear and specific events from their lives (Sumner et al., 2010; Williams et al., 2007). Someone might say: “My whole marriage was terrible.” Maybe that is true. But another possibility should also be considered. Perhaps the marriage contained both good and bad experiences, but the painful memories are easier to reach right now.This is why it can help to slow down before making statements such as:

  • “Nothing was ever good.”
  • “They never loved me.”
  • “I wasted every year.”
  • “Every memory was terrible.”

Those feelings deserve to be taken seriously. But feelings and memories should also be explored carefully.

Your Mind May Be Trying to Protect You

Sometimes your mind keeps painful memories close because it wants to protect you. Imagine touching a hot stove. The pain teaches you something: Do not touch that again. Emotional pain can sometimes work in a similar way. Your brain remembers betrayal because it does not want you to be betrayed again. It remembers rejection because it wants you to notice warning signs. It remembers being controlled because it wants you to protect your freedom. It remembers being ignored because it wants you to choose someone who listens. The memory may be trying to teach you something. But there is a difference between learning from pain and living inside pain. A lesson can protect your future. Constantly replaying the hurt can steal your present.

Be Careful About Turning the Whole Relationship Into One Story

After a painful breakup or divorce, people sometimes create one simple story about the relationship.

  • “I wasted ten years.”
  • “She never loved me.”
  • “He never cared.”
  • “Everything was fake.”
  • “I was miserable every day.”

Sometimes those statements may describe someone’s true experience. But sometimes they are attempts to make a complicated relationship easier to understand. Relationships are often more complicated than “good” or “bad.” A person may have loved you and still hurt you. A person may have had good qualities and still been unhealthy for you. You may have made wonderful memories together and still needed to leave. You may have made mistakes too. Recognizing those things does not excuse harmful behavior. It simply allows you to tell yourself a more complete story.

You Do Not Have to Hate Someone to Move On

This is one of the hardest lessons after a relationship ends: You do not have to turn someone into a terrible person before you are allowed to let them go. Maybe your former partner had good qualities. Maybe they loved you in the best way they knew how. Maybe you loved them. Maybe you shared wonderful years. And maybe the relationship still needed to end. Those ideas can exist together.

  • You can say: “There were good times.” And: “There were painful times.”
  • You can say: “I loved this person.” And: “I do not want the relationship back.”
  • You can say: “I forgive what happened.” And: “I will not allow it to happen again.”
  • You can say: “I miss parts of what we had.” And: “I am happier moving forward.”

Healing does not require hating someone. Sometimes healing means seeing the whole person and the whole relationship clearly.

A Simple Exercise: Tell the Whole Story

If you can only remember the bad things, try writing down the story of your relationship.

Do not decide whether it was good or bad.

Just tell the truth.

The Beginning

Ask yourself:

  • How did we meet?
  • What did I like about this person?
  • What made me happy?
  • Why did I choose this relationship?
  • What dreams did we have?
  • What are some good memories from that time?

The Middle

Ask yourself:

  • When did things begin changing?
  • What problems appeared?
  • What was still good?
  • What became difficult?
  • What did I need that I was not getting?
  • What did my partner need?
  • What mistakes did I make?
  • What mistakes did my partner make?
  • Did we try to fix the problems?

The Ending

Ask yourself:

  • When did I realize the relationship might not survive?
  • What happened?
  • What hurt me the most?
  • What did I try to change?
  • What did the other person try to change?
  • What finally caused the relationship to end?

What Do I Miss?

Be truthful. Maybe you miss their laugh. Maybe you miss Sunday mornings. Maybe you miss traveling together. Maybe you miss having someone beside you. Missing something does not mean you should go back. It simply means something mattered to you.

What Am I Glad Is Over?

Write this down too. Maybe you no longer have to worry about arguments. Maybe you no longer feel controlled. Maybe you no longer wonder whether someone is lying. Maybe your home feels peaceful again. Recognize that freedom.

What Did I Learn?

This may be the most important question. What did the relationship teach you about love? What did it teach you about communication? What did it teach you about trust? What did it teach you about boundaries? What did it teach you about yourself? What will you do differently in your next relationship?

Ask What the Memory Is Really About

When the same painful memory keeps coming back, ask yourself: “What does this memory mean to me?”

Maybe the memory is really about rejection. Maybe it is about feeling unwanted. Maybe it is about embarrassment. Maybe it is about being abandoned. Maybe it is about feeling like you were not good enough. Maybe it is about losing trust. Sometimes the event is over, but the message you took from the event is still hurting you.

For example, your partner may have left you. That is what happened. But you may have told yourself: “They left because I am not worth loving.” That is an interpretation. Those are not the same thing. Someone leaving you does not prove that you are unlovable. Someone cheating does not prove that you were not good enough. Someone rejecting you does not decide your value. Understanding the difference between what happened and what you decided it meant about you can be an important part of healing.

Remembering the Good Does Not Mean You Want the Relationship Back

People sometimes become afraid of good memories. They think: “If I remember the good times, maybe I will want them back.” Not necessarily. Remembering is not returning. Forgiving is not forgetting. Understanding is not excusing. You can remember a wonderful Christmas together without wanting another Christmas together.

You can remember laughing on vacation without forgetting the pain that came later. You can remember being in love without believing the relationship should have lasted forever. The memory belongs to you. You do not have to destroy every good memory just because the relationship ended badly.

The Goal Is Not to Forget the Bad

Healing does not mean pretending bad things never happened. It also does not mean forcing yourself to think positively. The goal is to remember the whole story. You might eventually be able to say: “We had good times.” “We had bad times.” “I loved this person.”

  • “This person hurt me.”
  • “I hurt them sometimes too.”
  • “I made mistakes.”
  • “I learned.”
  • “I changed.”
  • “I survived the ending.”
  • “And I kept moving forward.”

That is a much stronger story than simply saying:

“Everything was terrible.”

Final Thoughts

If all you can remember about a relationship is the negative things, do not immediately assume something is wrong with you. Your memories may be showing you where you were hurt. They may be showing you what still needs attention. They may be reminding you of something you never understood. They may be connected to anger, sadness, grief, depression, rumination, or unresolved questions. Or your memories may simply be telling you that certain experiences affected you much more deeply than you realized at the time.

Do not force yourself to remember good things. Instead, become curious about the memories that remain.

Ask:

  • Why does this memory still hurt?
  • What did I lose?
  • What did I learn?
  • What am I still angry about?
  • What do I still wish had happened differently?
  • What am I afraid will happen in another relationship?
  • What do I need to forgive myself for?

And finally:

What do I want to carry forward, and what am I ready to leave behind?

Healing does not mean erasing your past. It means reaching a place where your past no longer controls your present. You can remember the hurt without living in it. You can remember the love without returning to it. You can remember the mistakes without allowing them to define you. And one day, instead of thinking only about everything that went wrong, you may be able to look back and say: “Some of it was beautiful. Some of it was painful. All of it taught me something. But it is no longer where I live.”

About the Author

John S. Collier, MSW, LCSW-S

John S. Collier is a Licensed Clinical Social Worker with professional experience in behavioral health, counseling, mental health services, and helping individuals and families work through difficult life experiences.

His work focuses on helping people better understand the connection between thoughts, emotions, behaviors, relationships, and personal experiences. He has a particular interest in presenting mental health information in a way that ordinary people can understand and use in their daily lives.

Rather than treating emotional struggles as complicated ideas that can only be understood by professionals, John believes people can benefit from learning why they think, feel, and behave the way they do. Understanding does not remove every painful experience, but it can give people tools for responding to those experiences in healthier ways.

His writing often explores relationships, depression, anxiety, trauma, grief, personal growth, family relationships, communication, emotional healing, faith, and the challenges people face during major life changes.

John’s approach emphasizes an important idea: a person’s past can help explain where they are today without having to determine where they will be tomorrow.

Through education, reflection, and practical mental health tools, his goal is to help readers better understand themselves, recognize unhealthy patterns, build stronger relationships, develop healthy boundaries, and move toward greater emotional well-being.

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Sumner, J. A. (2012). The mechanisms underlying overgeneral autobiographical memory: An evaluative review of evidence for the CaR-FA-X model. Clinical Psychology Review, 32(1), 34–48. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.cpr.2011.10.003

Sumner, J. A., Griffith, J. W., & Mineka, S. (2010). Overgeneral autobiographical memory as a predictor of the course of depression: A meta-analysis. Behaviour Research and Therapy, 48(7), 614–625. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.brat.2010.03.013

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Educational Disclaimer: This article is for educational purposes and is not intended to diagnose or treat any mental health condition. People experiencing significant emotional distress or difficulty functioning should consider speaking with a qualified mental health professional.

When Your Partner Makes You Feel Guilty for Filing for Divorce: When Blame Replaces Accountability

Deciding to file for divorce can be one of the most emotionally complicated decisions a person ever makes. Even when the relationship has become unhealthy, chronically conflictual, emotionally exhausting, or destructive, leaving can produce grief, doubt, fear, and guilt. Research has specifically identified guilt toward a former spouse as a meaningful part of the divorce experience, associated with factors such as regret, compassion, perceived responsibility for the separation, and psychological functioning (Baum et al., 2012). (PubMed⁠)

But there is an important difference between feeling guilty because you care about another person’s pain and being made to feel guilty so that you will reconsider a decision made necessary by an ongoing pattern of harmful behavior.

Sometimes the partner who desperately wants to save the marriage focuses almost entirely on the divorce itself:

“How can you do this to me?”

“You’re destroying our family.”

“You’re giving up on us.”

“After everything I’ve done for you, you’re just walking away.”

“You’re the one choosing divorce, not me.”

Technically, one spouse may be the person who signs and files the paperwork. Psychologically and relationally, however, that does not necessarily mean that person single-handedly created the conditions that ended the marriage.

Sometimes filing for divorce is not the beginning of the problem.

It is the response to a problem that has existed for a very long time.

The Difference Between Filing for Divorce and Causing the Marriage to Fail

When someone says, “You’re the one who filed,” the statement may be factually accurate while leaving out most of the story.

The more important questions may be:

What happened before the filing?

What conversations took place?

What promises were repeatedly made and broken?

Were boundaries repeatedly violated?

Was there chronic dishonesty?

Was there infidelity?

Were there repeated episodes of yelling, humiliation, intimidation, manipulation, neglect, controlling behavior, substance-related chaos, financial irresponsibility, or emotional abandonment?

Did one spouse repeatedly communicate that something needed to change?

Were opportunities for counseling, reconciliation, or behavioral change offered?

And, perhaps most importantly:

Did the person who is now devastated by the divorce take the problems seriously before divorce became a reality?

A divorce petition does not tell the entire story of a marriage.

Imagine someone living in a house where the roof has leaked for years. They repeatedly point to the water damage and say, “We have to repair this.” Their partner minimizes the problem, promises to fix it later, becomes defensive whenever it is mentioned, or blames them for complaining.

Eventually the damage becomes unbearable, and the person moves out.

It would be strange to say:

“You destroyed our home because you moved.”

Moving did not create the leaking roof.

It was a response to living underneath it.

Relationships can work similarly.

“You’re Leaving Me” Can Distract From “Why Are You Leaving?”

A spouse facing divorce understandably experiences powerful emotions. They may feel abandoned, frightened, angry, embarrassed, rejected, or devastated. Those feelings deserve compassion.

But emotions and accountability are two different things.

A person can genuinely be heartbroken that you are leaving while simultaneously refusing to acknowledge the behavior that contributed to your decision.

That distinction matters.

Instead of asking:

“What did I do that brought our marriage to this point?”

they may ask:

“How could you do this to me?”

Instead of saying:

“I understand why you no longer trust me.”

they may say:

“You never gave me another chance.”

Instead of acknowledging:

“My behavior hurt you repeatedly.”

they may say:

“You’re throwing away everything we’ve built.”

The focus subtly shifts.

The conversation stops being about the pattern of behavior that damaged the relationship and becomes a trial concerning the person who finally decided they could no longer live with that pattern.

This type of blame reversal is particularly concerning when it occurs alongside manipulation, intimidation, gaslighting, coercive control, or other forms of emotional abuse. The National Domestic Violence Hotline identifies blaming a partner for one’s own unhealthy or abusive behavior as a warning sign of emotional abuse. It also identifies manipulation, humiliation, intimidation, excessive jealousy, monitoring, isolation, and gaslighting among behaviors that can constitute emotional abuse. (The Hotline⁠)

Not every spouse who says something unfair during a painful divorce is abusive. Divorce brings intense emotions, and people sometimes speak defensively out of grief. What matters is whether there is a persistent pattern of avoiding responsibility while pressuring the other person to assume it.

Guilt Can Become a Powerful Form of Control

Guilt itself is not unhealthy.

Healthy guilt can tell us that we violated our values or harmed another person. It can motivate us to apologize, repair damage, and behave differently.

Manipulated guilt operates differently.

It communicates:

“Your decision to protect yourself is proof that you are hurting me.”

Research examining abusive relationship dynamics has found that shame and guilt can sometimes be deliberately elicited as mechanisms of coercive control. A qualitative study by Culos-Reed and colleagues examined what the researchers called “shame-to-guilt” behaviors—manipulative strategies through which abusive partners trigger shame and guilt in their partners. The researchers identified tactics involving emotional manipulation, threats, parenting, health concerns, religious values, and other emotionally significant areas. (PubMed⁠)

This does not mean that every expression of sadness or guilt during divorce is manipulation.

A spouse is allowed to say:

“I don’t want this divorce.”

They are allowed to cry.

They are allowed to grieve.

They are allowed to wish you would reconsider.

They are even allowed to believe that divorce is the wrong decision.

What becomes problematic is when their emotional pain is repeatedly turned into evidence that you are morally obligated to remain in the relationship regardless of what the relationship has been doing to you.

Compassion does not require continued participation in an unhealthy relationship.

When Accountability Gets Replaced by Blame

Accountability sounds different from guilt-based pressure.

Accountability says:

“I hurt you.”

“I understand that my behavior had consequences.”

“I should have listened when you told me things needed to change.”

“I wish I had handled things differently.”

“I don’t want the marriage to end, but I understand that my actions contributed to where we are.”

“I’m going to work on myself whether you return or not.”

Blame sounds more like:

“Look what you’re doing to me.”

“You’re ruining everyone’s lives.”

“You’re selfish.”

“You’re breaking up the family.”

“If you really loved me, you wouldn’t leave.”

“You’re abandoning me when I need you most.”

The difference is significant.

Accountability examines one’s own behavior. Blame attempts to transfer responsibility for its consequences.

The National Domestic Violence Hotline makes a similar distinction when discussing apologies in abusive relationships. An apology that essentially says, “I’m sorry, but you made me do it,” shifts responsibility rather than accepting it. Genuine accountability requires recognizing one’s choices and taking meaningful steps to change future behavior. (The Hotline⁠)

“But They Say They’ll Change Now”

This can be one of the most emotionally difficult parts of leaving.

Perhaps you spent months—or years—asking for changes.

You asked for communication.

You asked for honesty.

You asked them to stop yelling.

You asked them to seek treatment.

You asked for counseling.

You asked for affection.

You asked them to respect boundaries.

You explained how badly you were hurting.

Nothing produced sustained change.

Then you filed for divorce.

Suddenly there are tears, apologies, promises, therapy appointments, flowers, long messages, declarations of love, and statements such as:

“I finally understand.”

The natural question becomes:

Why did it take losing me for my pain to matter?

That question does not have a simple answer.

Sometimes the threat of losing a marriage genuinely awakens someone to the seriousness of their behavior. People can change, and genuine transformation is possible.

But urgency is not the same thing as transformation.

Promises made when consequences finally arrive should be evaluated according to sustained behavior over time, not simply according to their emotional intensity.

Accountability is demonstrated rather than announced.

The Trap of Remembering Only the Good

Guilt often becomes stronger when separation begins because distance can change how we remember a relationship.

You remember vacations.

Christmas mornings.

Inside jokes.

Their smile.

The day you met.

Your wedding.

The children being born.

The dreams you once shared.

Those memories are real.

But so are the other memories.

A painful marriage does not have to have been painful every minute to have become unhealthy.

This is particularly important in relationships involving abuse or coercive control. Recent psychological research describes how targets of partner abuse can become psychologically entrapped partly through processes of minimizing, justifying, normalizing, or reframing harmful behavior. Such processes can make evaluating the relationship-versus-self-preservation decision extraordinarily difficult (Arriaga et al., 2026). (PubMed⁠)

Earlier qualitative research similarly found that self-blame can influence how people interpret intimate partner aggression, including situations in which partners effectively “turn the tables” and shift responsibility toward the person experiencing the harmful behavior. (PubMed Central (PMC)⁠)

You do not have to erase the good memories to acknowledge the bad ones.

Both can be true:

“We had beautiful moments.”

and

“I cannot continue living this way.”

You Can Love Someone and Still Leave

One of the most damaging misconceptions surrounding divorce is the idea that leaving proves you never loved the person.

Sometimes people leave precisely because they spent years trying not to.

They stayed through disappointment.

They forgave.

They hoped.

They rationalized.

They waited.

They believed promises.

They tried again.

Eventually they recognized that love was no longer enough to compensate for what was happening inside the relationship.

Love does not automatically create emotional safety.

Love does not create accountability.

Love does not cure addiction.

Love does not stop repeated infidelity.

Love does not make someone communicate.

Love does not eliminate controlling behavior.

Love does not force another person to seek help.

Love does not require accepting unlimited harm.

And loving someone does not obligate you to remain married to them.

You Can Feel Guilty Without Being Guilty

This may be the most important distinction.

Feeling guilty and actually being responsible for wrongdoing are not the same thing.

Research confirms that guilt toward a former spouse is common enough during divorce to be specifically measured as a psychological construct. (PubMed⁠)

You may feel guilty because your spouse is crying.

You may feel guilty because your children are upset.

You may feel guilty when you see the empty side of the closet.

You may feel guilty when your spouse tells you they cannot imagine life without you.

You may feel guilty because you made vows you genuinely intended to keep.

You may feel guilty because part of you still loves them.

None of those feelings automatically establishes that leaving is wrong.

Sometimes guilt is simply the emotional cost of making a painful decision that affects someone you care about.

A useful question is not simply:

“Do I feel guilty?”

Ask instead:

“What exactly am I guilty of?”

If the answer is, “I am guilty because they are hurting,” examine that belief carefully.

Causing disappointment is not automatically wrongdoing.

Setting a boundary is not automatically cruelty.

Ending a relationship you can no longer participate in is not automatically betrayal.

And another person’s distress does not automatically create an obligation for you to reverse your decision.

Do Not Confuse Their Consequences With Your Cruelty

When unhealthy behavior continues long enough, consequences eventually appear.

The consequence might be separation.

It might be loss of trust.

It might be emotional distance.

It might ultimately be divorce.

The person experiencing those consequences may sincerely dislike them. But disliking a consequence does not mean the consequence was created maliciously by the other spouse.

This distinction becomes especially important when psychological abuse has occurred. Research has associated psychological abuse with significant mental-health consequences, including symptoms of depression and posttraumatic stress, even after accounting for other forms of partner violence. (PubMed⁠)

More recent research on psychological abuse also emphasizes potential harms involving diminished agency, loss of self-belief, and feelings of entrapment. (PubMed⁠)

Therefore, repeatedly telling someone that they are selfish or cruel for leaving can be particularly powerful when that person’s confidence in their own judgment has already been weakened.

When Guilt Continues After Separation

Leaving does not necessarily end unhealthy relational dynamics.

A review of 48 studies concerning post-separation abuse found that harmful behavior can continue after relationships end and may involve psychological, legal, economic, and other forms of abuse, including using children as part of the conflict. (PubMed⁠)

That makes boundaries especially important during high-conflict separation.

If every conversation becomes another attempt to make you defend the divorce, it may become necessary to stop debating the decision.

You do not have to repeatedly prosecute your case before your spouse.

You can communicate practical matters without endlessly defending why you left.

A boundary might sound like:

“I understand that you disagree with my decision and that you’re hurting. I am not going to continue arguing about whether I am allowed to leave. I am willing to discuss the practical matters we need to resolve respectfully.”

That is not necessarily coldness.

It is a boundary.

Separate Compassion From Responsibility

You can have compassion for your spouse’s suffering without assuming responsibility for eliminating it.

You can say:

“I know you’re hurting.”

without saying:

“Therefore I must stay.”

You can say:

“I’m sorry our marriage ended this way.”

without saying:

“Everything was my fault.”

You can say:

“I wish things had been different.”

without saying:

“I should return to the same circumstances that caused me to leave.”

Mature compassion allows two realities to coexist:

Their pain matters.

Your well-being matters too.

Look at Patterns, Not the Last Conversation

When guilt overwhelms you, return to the history of the relationship rather than evaluating everything according to your spouse’s reaction to divorce.

Ask yourself:

  • What was happening six months before I decided to leave?
  • What was happening two years before?
  • What had I repeatedly asked to change?
  • What boundaries had I communicated?
  • Were promises followed by sustained behavioral changes?
  • Did I feel emotionally safe expressing concerns?
  • Was I becoming healthier or less healthy inside the relationship?
  • Was I staying because the relationship was improving, or because I was afraid of hurting the other person?
  • If nothing changed for another five years, would I willingly choose this marriage again?

Those questions move the focus away from the emotional intensity of the present moment and toward the actual pattern that produced the decision.

Divorce Does Not Require a Villain

There is another important caution.

Not every failed marriage involves an abuser and a victim.

Sometimes two basically decent people develop destructive patterns together.

Sometimes incompatibility becomes impossible to overcome.

Sometimes both partners caused significant harm.

Sometimes one person contributed much more heavily than the other.

And sometimes one person’s behavior clearly became abusive, coercive, or dangerous.

Avoiding inappropriate guilt does not require rewriting your spouse as entirely evil or yourself as entirely innocent.

A healthier position is:

“I can acknowledge my mistakes without accepting responsibility for yours.”

That is accountability without self-erasure.

When There Has Been Emotional Abuse or Coercive Control

If the marriage has involved intimidation, threats, stalking, coercive control, physical violence, sexual coercion, severe financial control, threats involving children, or threats of self-harm intended to prevent separation, ordinary divorce advice may not be sufficient.

Separation can sometimes be a particularly vulnerable period in abusive relationships. Research on post-separation abuse demonstrates that abusive tactics may persist or evolve after a relationship ends. (PubMed⁠)

In those circumstances, decisions concerning communication, meetings, housing, finances, children, and legal proceedings should be made with appropriate professional support and attention to safety.

The Question That Changes Everything

When your spouse says:

“How could you do this to me?”

you may find yourself drowning in guilt.

But there is another question worth asking:

“What happened between us that brought me to the point where divorce felt necessary?”

That question does not remove your responsibility.

It puts responsibility back into its proper context.

Marriage is a relationship.

Divorce paperwork may have one person’s signature on the first page, but the history behind that signature can contain years of experiences.

Filing is an action.

The reasons behind filing are the story.

Do not confuse the two.

Final Thoughts

The person who files for divorce is not automatically the person who destroyed the marriage.

Sometimes filing is the final acknowledgment that something has already become unsustainable.

Your spouse may genuinely love you.

They may genuinely be devastated.

They may genuinely wish you would stay.

Their feelings deserve to be recognized.

But their pain does not erase the history that led you here.

Healthy accountability requires everyone involved to examine their own choices. You can examine yours. You can apologize for the things you genuinely did wrong. You can learn from your mistakes. You can treat your spouse with dignity during the divorce.

But you do not have to carry their portion of the responsibility simply because they refuse to pick it up.

Perhaps the healthiest sentence a person leaving a destructive marriage can eventually learn to say is:

“I am responsible for how I leave. I am not responsible for pretending there was no reason I needed to.”

That distinction can be the beginning of moving from guilt toward clarity—and eventually toward peace.

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About the Author

John S. Collier, MSW, LCSW-S is a licensed clinical social worker, mental health professional, writer, and educator whose work focuses on relationships, emotional wellness, trauma, behavioral health, personal growth, and the complicated human experiences surrounding marriage, separation, grief, and major life transitions.

Through his professional background in social work and behavioral health, Collier approaches relationship struggles from both a clinical and deeply human perspective. His writing emphasizes personal accountability while recognizing that healthy relationships require responsibility from both partners. He encourages readers to distinguish between genuine remorse and destructive self-blame, between forgiveness and permission, and between loving another person and sacrificing one’s emotional well-being to maintain a relationship that has become unhealthy.

His work seeks to translate psychological and relationship concepts into practical language that ordinary people can apply to their everyday lives. Whether addressing divorce, depression, anxiety, trauma, family relationships, personal boundaries, or emotional healing, his goal is to help individuals better understand their experiences and move toward healthier, more intentional lives.

This article is intended for educational purposes and is not a substitute for individualized mental-health, legal, or medical advice.

Peace or Loneliness? Learning the Difference Between a Calm Life and Feeling Alone
Many people think that a busy life is a happy life. We often hear that we should always be doing something, talking to people, or staying connected online. Because of this, when life becomes quiet, we may wonder if something is wrong. We might ask ourselves, “Am I feeling peaceful, or am I just lonely?”

Many people confuse peace with loneliness because both can happen when we are alone. Even though they may look the same on the outside, they feel very different on the inside. Learning the difference can help us enjoy quiet times, build healthier relationships, and take better care of our mental health.

What Is Peaceful Solitude?

Peaceful solitude means choosing to spend time alone and feeling happy and calm while doing it. Instead of feeling sad, people often feel rested, creative, and refreshed.

Psychologist Anthony Storr (1988) believed that spending time alone can help people think clearly, solve problems, and learn more about themselves. Many artists, writers, scientists, and spiritual leaders have spent quiet time alone to help them grow and create new ideas.

People who enjoy peaceful solitude often:

  • Feel safe while they are alone.
  • Enjoy hobbies and interests.
  • Take time to think and reflect.
  • Feel calm inside.
  • Keep healthy friendships.
  • Feel free instead of trapped.

The biggest difference is that they choose to be alone.

What Is Loneliness?

Loneliness is very different from peaceful solitude.

Researcher John Cacioppo said that loneliness happens when people feel they do not have enough close or meaningful relationships (Cacioppo & Patrick, 2008).

A person can feel lonely even if they are surrounded by people.

Someone can:

  • Be married and still feel lonely.
  • Have many followers on social media and still feel alone.
  • Go to church every week and still feel disconnected.
  • Work around many people and still feel like no one understands them.

Loneliness is not about being by yourself.

It is about feeling disconnected from others.

How Peace Feels

When people experience peaceful solitude, they often feel:

  • Calm
  • Thankful
  • Free
  • Relaxed
  • Happy
  • Hopeful
  • Confident
  • Clear-minded

They may say things like:

“I enjoy having time to myself.”

“I finally have time to think.”

“Life feels simple.”

“I don’t feel like I’m missing anything.”

How Loneliness Feels

Loneliness often brings feelings like:

  • Sadness
  • Emptiness
  • Restlessness
  • Feeling forgotten
  • Wanting someone to talk to
  • Worry
  • Depression
  • Hopelessness

People may think:

“Nobody understands me.”

“I wish someone would call me.”

“No one notices me.”

“I don’t matter.”

These feelings are very different from the peace that comes from healthy solitude.

What Happens in the Brain?

Research shows that quiet time can actually help your brain. WWhen people spend peaceful time alone, their brains have time to organize memories, solve problems, think creatively, and plan for the future (Raichle, 2015). But long-lasting loneliness affects the body in a different way.

Studies show that loneliness can increase:

  • Stress hormones
  • High blood pressure
  • Trouble sleeping
  • Anxiety
  • Depression
  • Heart disease
  • The risk of dying earlier (Holt-Lunstad et al., 2015)

Our bodies react differently depending on whether we feel peaceful or rejected.

The Power of Choice

One of the biggest differences between peace and loneliness is choice. Peace is something we choose. Loneliness often feels like something that happens to us. Imagine two people sitting alone on a Saturday afternoon. One person is reading a favorite book and enjoying the quiet. The other person wishes someone would visit or call. Both people are alone. But only one feels lonely.

Self-Worth Matters

People who feel good about themselves are usually more comfortable spending time alone. Researchers Ryan and Deci (2020) explain that people need three important things:

  • To feel capable.
  • To have some independence.
  • To have healthy relationships.

Peaceful solitude helps people become more independent while still staying connected to others. Loneliness happens when those important relationships are missing.

Why We Confuse Peace with Loneliness

Busy Culture

Today’s world tells us that being busy means being successful. If someone spends a Friday night at home, others may think they have no friends. But many healthy people enjoy quiet evenings to relax, read, pray, or spend time with family.

Social Media

Social media usually shows people’s best moments. We see vacations, parties, birthdays, and celebrations. This can make us believe everyone else is happier than we are. Research shows that spending too much time comparing ourselves to others on social media can actually increase loneliness (Primack et al., 2017).

Fear of Missing Out

Many people experience something called Fear of Missing Out (FOMO). They worry that everyone else is having more fun. Peace says,

“I’m happy where I am.”

FOMO says,

“I wonder if everyone else is happier than me.”

Signs You Are Feeling Peace

You may be experiencing peace if:

  • You enjoy quiet time.
  • You like your hobbies.
  • You have healthy friendships.
  • You feel safe and calm.
  • You are thankful.
  • Your alone time helps you feel rested.
  • You can call friends when you want to, but you don’t depend on them to feel happy.

Signs You May Be Lonely

You may be lonely if:

  • Silence feels painful.
  • You always need distractions.
  • You feel forgotten.
  • You feel empty inside.
  • You stop spending time with people.
  • You feel hopeless.
  • You feel alone even when others are around.
  • Your anxiety gets worse when you are by yourself.

Peace Helps You Grow

Research shows that learning to enjoy quiet time can make people stronger emotionally. Healthy solitude helps people:

  • Control their emotions.
  • Become more creative.
  • Grow spiritually.
  • Learn about themselves.
  • Make better decisions.
  • Become more independent.
  • Stay calmer during stressful times.

This is one reason why people have practiced prayer, meditation, journaling, and quiet reflection for thousands of years.

When Peace Turns into Isolation

Even healthy solitude can become unhealthy if it lasts too long. Warning signs include:

  • Avoiding everyone.
  • Turning down every invitation.
  • Feeling more depressed.
  • Losing motivation.
  • Not taking care of yourself.
  • Feeling emotionally numb.
  • Feeling sad for many weeks.

If these problems continue, it is important to talk with a mental health professional.

A Christian View

The Bible shows that spending quiet time alone can help people grow closer to God. Jesus often went away by Himself to pray (Luke 5:16). Moses met with God on Mount Sinai (Exodus 24). Elijah heard God’s gentle voice while he was alone (1 Kings 19:11–13). Paul also spent time alone after becoming a Christian before beginning his ministry (Galatians 1:17–18).

These times alone helped them listen to God and prepare for what He wanted them to do. But they did not stay alone forever. They returned to help and serve other people. ĎGod created us to spend time with Him and to have healthy relationships with others.

Questions to Ask Yourself

If you are not sure whether you are feeling peace or loneliness, ask yourself:

  • Do I enjoy this quiet time?
  • Am I choosing to be alone?
  • Do I feel happy inside?
  • Can I reach out to friends when I want to?
  • Does my quiet time give me energy?
  • Do I want healthy friendships, or am I hiding from people?
  • Is this season helping me grow?

Being honest with yourself can help you understand what you are really feeling.

Conclusion

The difference between peace and loneliness is not about how many people are around you. It is about how you feel inside. Peace means you are comfortable with yourself. You enjoy quiet moments, grow in your faith, and stay connected to people who care about you.

Loneliness is the painful feeling that you need connection but do not have it.

Learning the difference can help you enjoy healthy quiet time while also building strong and meaningful relationships. A peaceful life is not an empty life. Sometimes, the quiet moments are where we find healing, hope, purpose, and a deeper relationship with God.

About the Author

John S. Collier, MSW, LCSW, is a Licensed Clinical Social Worker, behavioral health executive, author, and speaker with more than 25 years of experience helping individuals, couples, and families navigate life’s most difficult emotional challenges. As the founder and Clinical Director of Southeast Kentucky Behavioral Health, LLC, he has dedicated his career to helping people build healthier relationships, strengthen emotional resilience, and find lasting hope through evidence-based therapeutic practices integrated with timeless biblical principles. His clinical work focuses on trauma, attachment, anxiety, depression, emotional regulation, and relationship dynamics, allowing him to translate complex psychological concepts into practical tools that readers can apply in everyday life. Through his books, articles, and presentations, John writes with compassion, authenticity, and a deep belief that healing is possible when truth, grace, and intentional growth come together. His mission is to equip readers with both the scientific understanding and spiritual encouragement needed to cultivate lives marked by peace, purpose, and meaningful connection.

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Holt-Lunstad, J., Smith, T. B., Baker, M., Harris, T., & Stephenson, D. (2015). Loneliness and social isolation as risk factors for mortality: A meta-analytic review. Perspectives on Psychological Science, 10(2), 227–237. https://doi.org/10.1177/1745691614568352

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Raichle, M. E. (2015). The brain’s default mode network. Annual Review of Neuroscience, 38, 433–447. https://doi.org/10.1146/annurev-neuro-071013-014030

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You Should Never Have to Play Detective: How Healthy Relationships Create Security Instead of Suspicion

One of the most exhausting experiences in a romantic relationship is feeling like you have to become an investigator rather than a partner. You begin analyzing text messages, studying social media activity, questioning changes in routine, replaying conversations in your mind, and searching for hidden meanings behind every word or behavior. Instead of experiencing peace, your emotional energy is consumed by uncertainty.

Many people mistakenly believe that this constant vigilance is proof of how deeply they love someone. In reality, it is often evidence that something fundamental is missing: emotional security.

A healthy relationship does not require detective work. It naturally cultivates trust through consistency, honesty, transparency, and emotional safety. Security is not something one partner repeatedly demands; it is something both partners consistently create.

The statement, “A healthy relationship doesn’t make you feel like you have to play detective. It makes you feel secure without asking,” captures one of the clearest indicators of relational health. Security is not created through endless reassurance alone—it develops because a person’s actions repeatedly demonstrate reliability and integrity.

Why People Become Detectives

When trust begins to erode, the human brain naturally attempts to fill in missing information. From an evolutionary perspective, uncertainty represents potential danger. The brain would rather create explanations—even inaccurate ones—than tolerate ambiguity.

Psychologists refer to this as uncertainty reduction, the natural tendency to seek information when situations feel unpredictable (Berger & Calabrese, 1975).

This often leads individuals to:

  • Check phones
  • Monitor social media
  • Question every delay
  • Replay conversations repeatedly
  • Search for inconsistencies
  • Compare current behavior with past patterns
  • Read hidden meanings into ordinary events

Ironically, the more someone investigates, the less secure they often become. Every unanswered question creates three new questions.

The relationship gradually shifts from connection to surveillance.

The Difference Between Healthy Curiosity and Hypervigilance

Healthy partners ask questions. – Hypervigilant partners conduct investigations.

The difference lies in motivation.

Healthy curiosity seeks understanding. – Hypervigilance seeks protection from anticipated betrayal.

Individuals who have experienced betrayal, abandonment, inconsistent caregiving, or previous infidelity frequently develop heightened sensitivity to potential threats (Mikulincer & Shaver, 2016). Their nervous system learns that safety cannot be assumed.

As a result, they begin searching for evidence that confirms their fears. Unfortunately, anxiety rarely says,

“Everything is probably okay.”

Instead it whispers,

“Look again. You probably missed something.”

What Creates Emotional Security?

Security is not created by grand romantic gestures. It is created by ordinary consistency repeated over time. Research by psychologist John Gottman has consistently shown that trust develops through countless small interactions in which partners repeatedly choose honesty, responsiveness, and emotional availability (Gottman & Silver, 2015).

Security grows when someone:

  • Does what they say they will do.
  • Keeps promises.
  • Is emotionally available.
  • Answers difficult questions honestly.
  • Communicates openly.
  • Shows consistency between words and actions.
  • Makes their partner feel valued rather than tolerated.

Trust is not built in dramatic moments. It is built in ordinary Tuesdays.

Transparency Is Different Than Surveillance

Some people mistakenly believe that complete surveillance creates trust. It does not. Knowing every password does not automatically produce security. Tracking someone’s location does not automatically eliminate fear. Reading every text message does not automatically heal betrayal. Transparency is voluntarily offered. Surveillance is demanded. Healthy couples willingly share information because they have nothing to hide—not because they are forced to prove their innocence every day. Trust cannot survive when one partner constantly feels like they are on trial.

Insecure Relationships Create Constant Guessing

When emotional safety is absent, people begin asking themselves questions like:

  • “Why haven’t they texted?”
  • “Why did they seem distant?”
  • “Who liked that picture?”
  • “Why did they smile at that person?”
  • “Why did they suddenly become protective of their phone?”

Over time these questions become mentally exhausting. The relationship slowly becomes less about love and more about gathering evidence. Instead of enjoying each other’s presence, partners begin managing each other’s suspicions. This is emotionally unsustainable.

Secure Relationships Reduce Mental Noise

One of the most overlooked benefits of a healthy relationship is mental quietness. You stop wondering where you stand. You stop wondering if you’re enough. You stop wondering whether affection will disappear tomorrow. Secure attachment provides what psychologists call a safe haven and a secure base (Bowlby, 1988).

A safe haven is someone who provides comfort during stress. A secure base is someone whose presence allows you to confidently explore life because you know they will remain emotionally available. When those needs are consistently met, anxiety decreases. Your mind becomes quieter.

Consistency Is More Convincing Than Words

Many unhealthy relationships are filled with reassuring words but inconsistent behavior. Someone may repeatedly say:

  • “Trust me.”
  • “Nothing’s wrong.”
  • “You’re overthinking.”

Yet their behavior continues creating confusion. Research consistently demonstrates that trust is based more on predictable behavior than verbal reassurance (Rempel, Holmes, & Zanna, 1985). People believe patterns. Not promises.

Emotional Safety Changes Everything

Emotional safety allows people to become fully themselves. They no longer fear punishment for expressing feelings. They no longer hide needs. They no longer worry that honesty will be weaponized against them. Psychologist Sue Johnson, developer of Emotionally Focused Therapy (EFT), explains that secure emotional bonds reduce distress because partners become reliable sources of comfort rather than uncertainty (Johnson, 2019). Healthy love feels emotionally predictable. Not emotionally confusing.

When Detective Work Is Actually Warning You

There is an important distinction that should not be ignored. Sometimes people feel suspicious because anxiety is distorting reality. Other times, their instincts are responding to genuine inconsistencies. If someone repeatedly:

  • Lies
  • Hides information
  • Gaslights concerns
  • Breaks promises
  • Violates boundaries
  • Creates confusion intentionally

then the issue is not insecurity. The issue is trustworthiness. Healthy relationships welcome honest conversations. Unhealthy relationships often punish them. The goal is never blind trust. The goal is earned trust.

Building a Relationship That Doesn’t Require Investigation

Healthy couples intentionally cultivate trust. Some practical ways include:

  • Communicating honestly, even when conversations are uncomfortable.
  • Being consistent between words and actions.
  • Following through on commitments.
  • Taking responsibility for mistakes without defensiveness.
  • Offering reassurance through dependable behavior rather than empty promises.
  • Addressing concerns early before resentment grows.
  • Respecting healthy boundaries while remaining emotionally transparent.
  • Choosing integrity when no one is watching.

Over time, these behaviors create a relationship where partners naturally relax into security.

The Peace of Being Known

Perhaps the greatest gift of a healthy relationship is not excitement. It is peace. It is the quiet confidence that someone chooses you every day. It is knowing you do not have to decode hidden messages. You do not have to search for clues. You do not have to become an investigator. You simply experience what trust feels like. Healthy love removes the constant need for proof because its evidence is visible every day. Security is not the absence of questions. It is the consistent presence of answers. A healthy relationship allows your heart to rest because the person beside you has repeatedly shown—through honesty, consistency, and genuine care—that your trust is safe with them.

About the Author

John S. Collier, MSW, LCSW-S is a licensed clinical social worker, author, educator, and speaker with extensive experience helping individuals, couples, and families navigate emotional, behavioral, and relational challenges. Throughout his career, he has specialized in cognitive behavioral therapy, relationship dynamics, anxiety disorders, trauma recovery, and emotional resilience. His writing bridges psychological research with practical, everyday application, presenting complex concepts in language that is both accessible and meaningful. John is passionate about equipping readers with evidence-based tools that foster healthier relationships, emotional well-being, and personal growth. Through his books and articles, he encourages readers to build lives marked by wisdom, authenticity, resilience, and hope.

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Bowlby, J. (1988). A Secure Base: Parent-Child Attachment and Healthy Human Development. New York, NY: Basic Books.

Gottman, J. M., & Silver, N. (2015). The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work (Revised ed.). New York, NY: Harmony Books.

Johnson, S. M. (2019). Attachment Theory in Practice: Emotionally Focused Therapy (EFT) with Individuals, Couples, and Families. New York, NY: Guilford Press.

Mikulincer, M., & Shaver, P. R. (2016). Attachment in Adulthood: Structure, Dynamics, and Change (2nd ed.). New York, NY: Guilford Press.

Rempel, J. K., Holmes, J. G., & Zanna, M. P. (1985). Trust in close relationships. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 49(1), 95–112.